I'm never going back ! X

Riddles and rhythms
I rely on regularly
They keep me guarded
And they ground me

A poetic sequence
Slides seductive on my tongue
It holds the words like bandages
Wrapping my scars

I could sit and grieve
But then what would I become

I'd be taking steps backward
To where I've already been
I'd be placing myself in a time
That it would kill me to see

Let My inner monsters take back control of me
And that's not something
I'm gonna do willingly
They don't deserve to live
Nor breath

They would only fail me

Like an engineer
I've built bridges
And walls
To high to cross
To strong to fall

Like a poetic piece of architecture
I am to solid to endure

Like a twister
it swept all of me up
Spat out the pieces that were already damaged enough

And just like a survivor
I stood myself up
Looked at the wreckage
As it sat in a heap
I scavenged back only the pieces I needed

Then I ran amok
With energy not faulting
And I stood in the middle of the storm
Whilst everyone else was Bolting

I looked at the sky
And let out a piercing scream
I bellowed from my guts
Your gonna have to do more to damage me

And just as I stood up
To the wind earth and destruction
The sun shone through
A beautiful interruption

As the damage around me became more obvious
I bathed in the sunshine
Feeling victorious

It felt fucking glorious

It's affects simply ambience
I walked away from it all
In a second no less
As the wounded cried
For the souls they left there
I was producing my best yet

If I ever am proud of anything
That I've ever done
It's that I faced my Demond's
I never did run

I looked in their eyes
And said fuck off outta my life
And then I dismembered their ugliness
With my guts as a knife

I'm proud to be the person
I am today
I'm proud as pure fuck on fire
That I turned out this way

With strength in my bones
That feels no slack

I'm never returning
Never going back !