Reflections

Why do I feel like this is there something that I
missed All that you did was drastic guess I'm lucky
It did not turn tragic I had to make you believe I'm
not a toy you don't push buttons on me sorry you had
no clue of what I am capable to do all your snide
little remarks finally lit a spark I'm the one now
sitting in shame getting the blame feeling like a
walked on floor the guilt I feel is hard to ignore
I just wanna flee it's like a jury that just convicted
me you sit by your nighstand with your whiskey In your
hand killing your liver but you don't give a damn I
realize It's a chronic disease It takes the pain away
while It pushes your family astray get out of that cell
It must be like hell the devil has got you under
a spell you have a life to live and storys to tell