Perfection

How do I become your perfect kid
When you won't let me try

I shower fast and clean up to the last
Drop, everything the way you want it

How is it that I have to be perfect
When you think I'm a failure

Whatch the kids
Clean the house
Do my home work
Nearly perfect grades

I can't be perfect if you do not let me
I can't do everything you want from me
I'm not a mother yet they are my kids
I'm not an adult yet you act like I should be

All I ever do is work and study
You can't tell how much I try
All you see is what I can't do
And so I look bad to you

Depression sinks in
Anger built up
I want to sleep forever

I miss you
I want you back
But you don't want me
Come back here and love me

I'm done
I'll just do it on my own
Don't need you any more
I got this
You are finally unnessascery

I will live without your burden
Thanks for never finding me good enough
I'll be perfect now
Expect to much and give it my all
I'll be the best one yet

Nothing can hold me back now
I'll be gone soon
Off to another land