Emotional vampire

How do I erace you All the ugly things you say stay and go away in the same breath. I die a mental death, feel insecure. So I endure hell over and, over again. I live only  when you treat me like a friend. Let you isolate me from the  outside world. I hate this box  I exist in. Why do you fear other men,  when you have me completely.  Loyalty without a limit comes with a price tag   I pawned my swag to keep you. What a grave mistake on my part. If this was love my heart would be all you need. Im tired and feeling faint.   As you feed upon me, the only thing righteous I see       is that    mabe         im saving someone else