Half Empty •◘

It takes energy to be concerned
Worried even
  Why I think to doubt?
Because it is second nature.

 What is happiness?
I don't know

I doubt to think a such thing exists.
 As do I life
  Know it to be hoax..
   But what I live in...
Is reality.

And here lies all of it.
 But I'm disappointed that this is all life brings to me
   Expected more for my years of trials

And the questions family members ask of me

Things like ''Do you take your pills?''
''Do you want to be happy?''

What is happiness?

Living, blinking, speaking, thinking..

 are all things that consists of energy.

That of which I have none of

And well Do I want to be happy?

Well..
What is happiness?