He killed me with love x

 As the knife pieced in
it punctured my lung
With the tips of his fingers
he twisted my tongue

With a bite of his teeth
He ripped my flesh out in chunks
The blood welling in my eyes
dripped as it stung

There's a rope hanging from the roof
I'm sure it's where I'll be hung

It hurts
But it has to be done

For I have witnessed way to much
Even the sensitivity of my killers touch

I almost succumb and fell in love

As you do when you naive
and young

He led me to the slaughter
With promises of Rose water
He said my ruby lips
Were destined to be his

He said I had the finest
Body that god gifted a woman
And then he fluttered his lashes
And drew me closer to him

He treated my body
Like an award winning prize
Whilst all the time
Sizing me up with his eyes

He fed me plump
To fatten my flesh
He said I looked edible
As he cupped my breasts

Just as my body gave way to my mind
He tied my hands and covered my eyes

Panic and lust
Twisted and combined
Lost were my thoughts
As we reached a new compromise

He fed me sustenance
Just as he fed me lies
And I knew then and there
By his hands I would die

Relief washed over him
As I gave myself freely
I surrendered myself up to him
My eyes pleading
Me kneeling

And if I died by his watch
Then it wouldn't take long
I think I knew he'd kill me
.....all along

As I sipped rose water from his hands shaped as a cup
The knife slowly tore through
As he made the first cut

The shape of a heart
The incision delicately ripped into my chest
He drew first blood
As he kissed my breasts

The blade hot as hell
The desire as wild
I couldn't communicate
With pain and pleasure I was dying
I wanted it to stop
But my head wasn't measured
I'd fallen in love
And the fear hadn't yet registered

Just as my mind faded
And the life fell out of me
I looked in his eyes
Blue piercing lovely

He would be the last vision I see
As he killed me violently
And Sexually

As my corpse lay naked and cut
My soul floated in the air just above

I looked at me lying lifeless in his embrace
I looked at the love etched on my face
Even in death
I still couldn't see
Blinded by his light
Of instability

I heard from his lips
The words amazing grace
How sweet the sound ......

Then Felt my body
Being lowered into the ground x