My Internal Dialog

 
I’ve waited so long ,am I worthy?
Did i I come on too strong? Or do those thoughts serve me?I hated inhibition’s limits that I didn’t care for.I treated you tender  when you wanted to play a whore.Stop? No!Yes!  my flow!with the designs on this feeling bubbling up from far below.unspeakable acts,no safe words.No permission to ask just take her!There’s no book  required to inspire things I want to explore with her.I feel a stir in my heart,there  are things I need to let go.I just can’t wait any longer for us to be alone.If its in front of a crowd I don’t give a shit cause this moment is all I’m living for.You’re that special one who needs the fun  only pain and ecstasy can satisfy.Pushing your envelope tell how deep you need the stroke-hair ego,g-spot,throat that ass a spank can awaken your shapely ass.I’ll give you head until your squirt your river dry won’t cum until you testify of what your felling.But,until we’re alone baby, cherish the fantasy.