lost in my way

I had the best and easiest job in the world and I got paid awesome I did what ever I wanted to do whenever I felt like it. and all we had to do is follow 3 basic rules show up on time in the right uniform and and lead my soldiers now I'm lost in life I don't put on my uniform in the mornings I don't check my troops to make sure they are squared away. No ruck marches up n down mountains. I'm lost without my maps and compass. In this new life I'm just another car stuck in traffic.