Watching Blue Eyes Turn Black

The distance
in your eyes
versus your mind
scares the shit out of me,
how can I help,
I tried, yet you are,
unreachable,
you make me
question
everything,

possession
or insanity,
how should I know
how could I know,
what, who,
you, really are,

who am I,
I am not the one you seek
wish I could help
I can see you're melting,
into it
becoming one with it
fading and now blaming,
me,

I have to make you leave
I cant have this crazy shit,
constantly
and forever
around me,

but then there's that dog
the ones that barks in the night
I heard it, with you
I know,
but I still have to dismiss you

the blue,
has separated
from the black,
no color
only darkness
and that is why
I must, leave you,
here, on the other side
of the door.