letters to Jesse (I am not)

Jesse
I am not cheating
You left me dead on the kitchen floor
New souls attach
Jesse
I am not crazy
You are crazy
Killing me
Now your gone
Jesse
I am not lying
You haven't spoken
Knowing you were wrong
Night falls as my heart beats
Jesse
I am nothing
You took every breath from my body
Knowing I would fall
Now I live
Jesse
I am not
Yours
Killing he something you did not
Jesse
I screamed good you to return
You never did
Knowing this  me hate
Now I'm happy
Jesse
I am happy
Knowing I can love again
New love is my fake_reality