Give n Take

All I ever do is give, give, and give!
And I'm get'n tired of seeing no love yet watch'n everybody leave! How much further before my cracks give in and I brake? How much more of this bullshit can my body take? I've fallen victim to my own demise, my life is the story of my suicide and while holding my 9 all I see are the tears in my son's eyes! I should be giving him a dad, not taking what he barely even had. I should be living it up, and not giving a fcuk! Instead I'm giving it up living like I'm stuck! What the fcuk, I've had it all twisted! Give me my 9, I'm taking my shot...I can't believe I almost missed it! Now I'm giving myself a second glance, taking another look at my future plans. Guess I still gotta lot to give and a few more steps to take...