Shhhh

Can't u see
My u in me
Flung so freely
At you feet
But still you step
Overly, as if
To avoid my poetry
I thought girls like pages filled with pens
Spilling guts of love and then
It seems as though I've said too much
Eyes are rolled like paper cuts
When u see a note from me
I spelled my love so beautifully
It hurts somehow I cannot see
Then the pages darkening
I turn to it and it to me
Finally we've settled in
A decision we've decided then
But even before I turn around
Her face lit up by media cloud
Complaining drama she's drawn in
Blackened pages fill again
Hopeful to the turn again
It doesn't turn and turn again
Troubles coming where's my pen
Depression water on my chin
Slowly starts two creeping in
My eyes are black and feel so light
It's hard to write what's wrong or ....