love cohesion

 (Valentine comp)  
   
   
i have spoken words i have not heard myself say    
and had arms around me that were not felt  
i have been an obstruction without being in the way  
and i've lost with the winning card dealt  
i have swum across oceans with no water in sight  
and drowned in the vast desert sky  
   
i have argued the point until wrong became right  
and made love in the face of a lie  
i have blacked out drunk without touching a drink  
and set fire to a forrest with no trees  
i have convinced myself to ignore what I think  
and murdered from down on my knees  
   
i have slept in my thoughts laid awake in my sleep  
and lived nightmares with eyes open wide  
so i know that the things i see with my eyes  
can be often so different inside  
with all of the things that aren't what they seem    
and the chance that what i see isn't true  
   
i can rest in the faith of a heaven sent love  
immersed in such sweet sweet loving
   
my immersion in you