Scared Soul

Numb thumbs..
Lord, I can't feel my face.
They say ''Speak!''
Like I'm in a coma..
I'm just having a moment.

The devil on my shoulder, weighing me down.
Like neck rings.
..Spirit running away from my physical body..


I think when I vent, I let small pieces of my soul out.
And the devil sees this flaw.
Waiting eventfully till I'm empty..
to reside inside my physical being.

Clever he his, but I'm feeling numb..
Man, I don't even know who I am anymore..
Didn't know pain could be so paralyzing and numb, yet I still feel the ache..