Overdosing In A Trip

I drop it on my tongue
and feel the burn
all in my body
I close my eyes to see
To see whats up with my mind
I start having bad memories
I open up my eyes
and see dead bodies everywhere
and start breaking down
as death has taken everyone I loved
I start fighting demons and angels
as they try to take them to the never lands
I blackout and wake up again.
I see myself in the mirror
and see the blood running down my face
I start wiping my face and see myself disappearing
I grab my cross and bear it to my heart
and close my eyes again
This time when I open them
I see the angels I have fought
I look below and see the demons try to bring me down
I look up and see my mother,my father,my sisters
Everyone I seen die in my first trip
My mother takes my hand and says
"Welcome home son"
I hear the sirens wailing
and hear my heart beat slowing down
I start crying and asking mother "why?"
She says "close your eyes and everything will be gone"
I close my eyes...and gently fall sleep....