Is this fake  or reality

Your reality is fake
Mine is real
Maybe we have nothing but a fake reality
But I spend one night with you wishing it didn't stop
So hold me again
I fall for you
But this is different
I may have said I hated sappy love types
But he makes my heart jump with his sweet melodies
I've never been with anyone like him
Now I want this fake reality to end
Ending would make me whole
Make me mean as hell
Because I lost someone who I care about
But I want this fake reality to end
And no longer fake just reality
I may say I love him
But the truth... I actually mean it