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when I becomes i
regressing through progression gives an odd sensation
of deja vu
that has taken a life time
to snap out of
that moment you realize
everything led up to a moment
already past
and that everything you planned for
in the future
never happens
that the world in-between
waiting
and figuring out
is all we have
to look forward to
and that the only way
you might win
is if you play
by yourself
i am heart broken
and i see no reason
not to be
there was no sense of other
implicated
I tore it up
and out
myself
at least now
the emotions
are mine
dissipating the smoke screen
revealed
exactly what
I always feared
nothing
not the despair that made it
unbearable
but the thought that after
such exquisite pain
the seemingly infinite hole it left
has an edge
and once that edge has healed
and shut
there is nothing
and once again your reflection
fractals
and falters
and the alter beckons you
to take that final vow
when will i
be mine?
of deja vu
that has taken a life time
to snap out of
that moment you realize
everything led up to a moment
already past
and that everything you planned for
in the future
never happens
that the world in-between
waiting
and figuring out
is all we have
to look forward to
and that the only way
you might win
is if you play
by yourself
i am heart broken
and i see no reason
not to be
there was no sense of other
implicated
I tore it up
and out
myself
at least now
the emotions
are mine
dissipating the smoke screen
revealed
exactly what
I always feared
nothing
not the despair that made it
unbearable
but the thought that after
such exquisite pain
the seemingly infinite hole it left
has an edge
and once that edge has healed
and shut
there is nothing
and once again your reflection
fractals
and falters
and the alter beckons you
to take that final vow
when will i
be mine?
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