No more pain

Even though I'm a bad ass,
My heart's as fragile as glass,
Oh you were so wonderful,
And that's what made it awful,
My hearts completely broken,
With words of love still unspoken,
I go in my bathroom and fucking cut,
It only hurts somewhat.

My true pain is losing you,
Is there anything I can do?
No you made that clear before,
And my body hits the floor,
Huge slits down my fucking forearm,
You made me self harm,
Bathroom carpet stained dark red,
It's done, I'm almost dead.

The pain is finally gone,
These bright lights turn on,
Full of warmth and happiness,
Bye bye goes the darkness,
You are once and for all free,
You've finally gotten rid of me.