Idly I stand by

Idly I stand by, watching you walk away
You have another waiting for you.
Someone who loves you too
She'd never understand
What you mean to me.
How your love completes me.

But know that as you go
A part of me will go with you,
Securing the bond that was built
On a solid foundation.
My heart smiles knowingly
That you are flowing through me.
The essence of your love
Abides deeper than the eye can see.

Physical? Oh no...
Nothing can be further from the truth.
Spiritual,emotional, growing
From a deep root.

Some may wonder why
Idly I stand by
Watching you walk away
Why don't I beg you to stay
Or why I can't let go
Questions I pondered
So many times before...
But how can I yearn
For what I already have?

Your body parts from mine
But our spirits connect so sublime
I tried to let it go, but who can resist
A love so rich as this
The treasures he gives
The warmth of his kiss,
The way his brow raises when
When he's in a moment of bliss.
My heart bleeds at the
Thought of a separation
Because I know he's my inspiration.

He has his own ideas
And if you don't like them
Then oh well...
You don't have to like him
To be caught in his spell.
When he opens that delicious
Mouth of his,out comes wisdom
Anyone who doubts him has none.
My sweetie has a lot to say
And he will say it.
I owe him a lot and I will pay it.
I can never lie to him
'Cause you see we share
The same mind, heart, and spirit.

He knows what I'm thinking
Before I can speak.
He strengthens me when I feel weak.
Inside my head he dwells
So he consumes me.
Like a child eager with excitement
At the sound of his voice .
My heart goes pity pat and all that.
He beckons me with his
Come hither look,
And I come... I come...
Like I never had before
Now don't get me wrong,
We're not engaged in
Physical lovemaking at this time
No, it's spiritual, intellectual
It's how he made love to my mind.
Euphoria coming from the
G-spot of my frontal lobe.
He's my dopamine... Dope of mine

Make no mistake this high
Can't be bought
No amount of money
Can measure its cost.
Just the thought of
Not getting my fix
Makes me weak to the
Point that I'm sick.

Idly I stand by watching
Him disappear into the distance.
He has another and I know
She is missing him.
'Cause if he does her
The way he does me,
She too is a fiend and
Can never break free.

His swagger embodies a thug
With good manners
But that's only the outer she'll.
The man breaks down
Philosophy and quotes scholars.
Blows my mind, makes me wanna holla!
We spend hours discussing
Groupthink and how me and you think.

Like a master to a slave
He commands me
And I carry out his orders obediently.
The god in him I can see
As he caresses my chin
And kisses me.
I get so caught up in his eyes
As he hypnotizes with one glance
I see magic in them as they dance.

So tell me this
With a love supreme he gives me
I'd be a fool to say goodbye.
If not convinced by my words,
If you ever see him
You'll never have to wonder why
Idly I stand by