Blazin' regrets

yeah standing up to this life is harder then i thought
smoking the herb was my reliever until i got caught
went crazy as i started to see
how this so called 'HELP' is ruining me
i forgot who i was
still don,t know for sure
cause the moment i stopped my mental well being ran threw the door
i smile and start to understand
that this is'nt part of a life plan
they say that standing up for yourself makes you a man
well i stood up,., yeah stood up and ran
from my problems again
smoking a blunt and reminiscing of way back when
illustrating my whole life with only a paper and a pen

wait...?
is it to late to give this shit up
looks like it cause in this addictive state i'm stuck
trying my luck not to get caught again
cause those silver bracelets don't fit the arms of most men
so let me leave you with a final thought;
before you start using the herb think of the consequences if and only if you get caught