Truth Of My Soul

You say that you love me, then tell me to screw off.
Saying that you don't have an anger problem, but stomp off in a huff.
You might think I'm one of these bitches you can rush,
Check yourself, I won't wait around if you give my personality a push.
What the fuck is up with this bunk ass bullshit,
Can't even disclose the problem at hand, so I can fix it.
Never thought I would want any more children,
But, I met you again and hoped it would turn out different.
Seems to me you're just like all the rest,
This has been one big pivotal life test.
Feeling like this is all a huge slap in the face,
Keep your mouth shut right, even when I know this place.
Trust and believe that this bitch is hard core, like never seen,
Death before dishonour, is a motto to which I'm totally keen.
You have changed my path, now it's brighter than it seemed,
You have opened my eyes and heart more than I ever dreamed.
Putting all my trust in you, showing you the faith that I hold,
Just hoping the pain is stronger, than my soul that's been sold.