Depression what I hear and see

Depression

What I see..
Violent negative thoughts, trapping
just to show me I'm caught.

What I hear...
Dark, black holes, seems I can't get out.

What I see...
Birds chirping outside, the wind breaks and smiles

What I hear...
I'm a failure, everyone hates me, can't be loved

What I see...
Tomorrows turn into another too long of a day

What I hear...
Be good, hold on just a little longer, you can do it.

What I see...
A present called winter, ready to grip and keep a hold on me

What I hear...
Snow and boots, cold weather shoots a dagger in my veins

What I see...
Smiling faces, holding it together, ready to die another day of living

What I hear...
I am depressed too, we all got something to live for

Another winter, usually depressed this time of year.