Blur

Blind to light
Distorted sight
An endless fight
Never right

Memory fleeting
Dead heart beating
Old scars bleeding
Sick of breathing

Voice a whisper
Destructive twister
Thoughts too sinister
Vision a blister

Dark thoughts in my brain
All the while loving the pain
Born wrongfully into shame
Life is an unforgiving game

Living in hell
Empty shell
From the top, I fell
Never okay, never well

No more cares
Blank stares
Nothing to share
Heart a tear

Life a blur
Emotions stir
Memories lure
Is, is now were

Scared of dying
Still I'm trying
To you I'm lying
Tired of crying

Drifting away
Inside, I still pray
But I know there's no way
I know I'll break today

Then I go
As softly as the wind was blown
Left alone
Finally at peace