Back To Stay

   


Each day since,  I must've faked
as my mind was mixed , up
and badly grazed
the world unkind , was full of hate
I'd sigh couldn't smile , unable to relate
numb to the height of , full pain
undone , a loose end , a frayed lace
I really began to hate my own face
I got angry to a state of lonely derranged
although surrounded I felt estranged
completely dumbfounded , right up until late
feeling like an un-wound figure eight
stuck in a world and grounded of one big maze
full of turns I just couldn't take
moving in slow motion , I couldn't escape
a statue on a podium
lacking locomotion
packing life in a draw full
alive but always mournful
of the one that I adored most , but
for her I did wait  
for more than , two whole decades
now I won't go away
I'm back in your life
to stay .