More than sex

Fuck you-split that seam by a thread
Wooden buttons on a teddy bear
Gives way to a reminiscent stare
As the insecurities lay bare

The restoration,of that decrepit smell of attic air
Lined with twisted stings-now matted things discarded without care
Unwind the underlined conversations that we shared

Should have wish me dead...
Instead of that fucking wish that showed me you was never there

In comparison;to someone who was scared
Frighten hearts lack the balls to squeeze the trigger
Yet,it's that fear that keeps you near
How does love spell evol?
It's when it exist within despair-
Sheltered and giving clarity to an emotion thats rarely spared

So
Eliminate the sexual tension that induced our hearts
Subtract the intimacy-keep the sex,erase the memories of heavy breathing and it's affairs
Hate that anger steers my tongue
But I no longer mother fucking care
Actually it's because I do-damn,but this bleeding heart of mines isn't fair
I hate you...
Is a lie,I will always claim and spread