my malfunction

somehow i ended up in this situation again
where i cant get motivation-or even pretend
to show i give a fuck or care
i can feel it from everyone-that worried stare

frustration and worries consume my soul
then out of nowhere I'm taking on this world

back and forth my emotions stir
like a ping-pong match is so bizarre
down and out
then right back up
in and out
shit i fucked it up

so what to do?
what to want?

I'm feeling now its myself i taunt

I catch a break then I'm reborn
moments later I'm ripped and torn
life of the party........HEY Everyone
then in a corner with a loaded gun

doctors cant figure out whats wrong with me
break down the barriers then they'll see

i was a kid
now a man
seems almost crazy!

time to be a man