I didnt think he listened

I feel you close I heard the man say to the old woman
Black filled her eyes and it was like a possession had taken place
I am not scared but I fill my head with voices
Unknown to those who weep
I do not want this mind set
its been days since I had sleep
I feel to the floor and asked for forgiveness
I didnt mean to attack that boy
I pray and pray but God isnt listening anymore
I am not sorry
I ripped out his guts and left him to the termits and parasites
only to have him still dead center on that bloody floor