Salvation For Us All

Love is lost and blind but steadily we search through the dark for something we cant see but rather feel not in the mind. But in the heart. The bullet In my brain. The Cement in my lungs. You pierce my soul....you take all my air.... Im clouded in nothing but this despair. You never cared. Any day i would think of you. That pain in my heart would crush me. Any time i would talk to you.  The pain in my lungs would kill me. Any time i screamed for you. The FUCKING PAIN in my mind would devour me. when i thought why does it hurt this bad? Why dont you care? Why am i still here? Tears Falling and trying to buffer my sight from seeing the struggle your constantly bringing. I take this blade and bleed...all these sins away....Blood pump fierce through my veins....paint my walls and my world red and gray. Flatline. Give me death. I dont want this.....this isnt right....Leave....dont take me with you....i want to go alone. Love....one emotion. that both gives you the strength to take down an army. Has the strength to murder you will. Anarchy. Take my soul and eat it. Take my mind and Melt it. Take my heart and Flush it down the fucking drain. I speak not in vain. But from my own. Love is better to be left alone.