A New Years begins...

Still haven't properly dealt with the lost of my earth
Miss her beyond comprehension

Grew tired of seeing the simple thing slip from her grasp
She struggled to maintain her dignity
It grew harder for her to realize that is was never lost
 
Lost one too many people this year but time is relative

          "No matter how far wrong you've gone,"
                  "You can always turn around"

Lost my way once or twice
but the path was/is always clearly marked

Rediscovered the simple things in life
Started a new relationship with lost loves
  not all ... just the ones that mattered

Inspired by those who've fallen
Learned to forgive those who've wronged me

I await the start of the New Year
so that I may continue my development as a human being

Know why she loves me
Realized why I need her
Still trying to get her to put and keep her her guard down but
I understand why it's so hard

Lost a brother but made a life long friend
Worked out in my favor but it still saddens me

Two tattoos away from completing my story

Gained the respect of a few
Lost it for a few

Family no matter how small is important
Nothing is built without a foundation

A three year old is schooling me daily

The negatives are a positive and the positives are a plus
Less really is more

A New Year begins