Rain

Rain.
It starts off slow,
And as more time passes the intensity grows.
You start with the mist,
Then comes drizzle,
The rain hits,
And like that it loses control.
It comes down fast,
Like punches to your face,
It comes down hard,
No warm embrace.
And just like that,
It loses control.
Just like rain,
My tears grow.
The process steady & slow.
When i think.....
Of what we should have been,
My eyes begin watering.
As i reminisce & think of all the sweet things said,
Things i thought you meant,
The watering grows.
The future i wanted for us,
Like a beautiful portrait painted  inside of my head,
Watching it engulfed by flames,
A concept i never wanted to have to comprehend.
As i watch our future burn to the ground,
I lose control.
Like rain.
Drip, drip, drip.
The tears start to slip.
Faster
Harder,
I lose control.
Emotions i try not to face.
I fight to show sunshine on my face.
But when the storm hits, & i lose control.
Just like rain,
The sunshine goes.
And all i can feel is the,
Drip
Drip
Drip,  
Down my face as my eyes begin to close.
And as i enter dream state,  
I can have sunshine again,
Almost like the rain will never come again.
Almost like it'll be you & me.
But then the rain hits again,
I set my dreams free,
& now it's time to face the reality,
That "we"could never be.