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Truly Be Happy
My throat feels bitter and my head is fuzzy.
My eyes feel heavy and my stomach feels sick,
Why am I drinking?
Because I want to feel the effects strongly.
I wanna feel it slam in to me.
I want it to knock me over.
Just like the first time.
I want to laugh uncontrollably,
and stumble around.
I want to get violently sick and hardly remember in the morning.
I want to forget all my problems and for once Just not care.
For once be truly happy.
My eyes feel heavy and my stomach feels sick,
Why am I drinking?
Because I want to feel the effects strongly.
I wanna feel it slam in to me.
I want it to knock me over.
Just like the first time.
I want to laugh uncontrollably,
and stumble around.
I want to get violently sick and hardly remember in the morning.
I want to forget all my problems and for once Just not care.
For once be truly happy.
Published 1st Jan 2014
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