all over again

Haunted by dreams of hope, Nightmares of happiness,
Cursed by visions of love from her,
When will it ever end?
Just when I start to forget,
Just when I stop to care,
Just when emotions attached to you diminishes,
Something stupid happens to make all my effort,
All my sleepless nights to straighten out my mind, heart and soul,
It makes everything seem so futile,
It makes everything just start all over again….