I Ain't Good Enough

I fail and I fail and I fail and I fail again
I thought it was supposed to make you better in the end
Not me! 
Not perfect like I never bend
Give me just another month and then I'd be a better man
Maybe...
Crazy and ain't perfect by a longshot
Oh I'm in the right time but the wrong spot
Not worthy and I don't know a whole lot
Hoping God will answer me and show me what I know not! 
No doubt...
I'm a prodigal son by far
Only cash, sin and violence used to run my heart
See I can't give up until I've done my part
Tell the enemy we're coming! 
Satan had a running start! 
I ain't worthy though...
I try to smother such confusion
I turned my life around because I had enough of losing
Listening to critics used to hurt...
Because I'm human
Until God took my eyes and showed me everybody rooting for my dreams
More people want me to succeed
And that's the real reason I'm determined to achieve
I ain't good enough to be received
But it's fine...
To God I'm worth His Son's life
To them it's not a dime
I know I'm not the best but the victory is mine
I'll continue to confess if Father God will let me shine! 
Still I'm blind