Do you ever think?

Do you ever think before you speak?
Do you ever think before you tell me
That you don't care,
that none of this matters
That you just don't give a damn
That my feelings don't matter
Because you got in a tizzy

My emotions are a game to you
A relationship with more
Ups and downs than a yo yo
You jerk me around
Just for fun
I should have run long before
This was done
But I was struck dumb
My emotions were numb
Now I seem to be finally done

By all means be single
By all means please don't give a damn
By all means let it all be about you
It always has been,
I won't make that mistake again
I have bent over backwards
I have bitten my tongue
Until it has bled
Spilling my emotions like spilled ink
Staining the future
Blurring our past
So while you continue to
Blame me for things I have never done
I have made my final exit
One way out, no way back
My time is up, my dues are paid