Altered Egos.

Smiles that convinces your heart .
Melts your body confusing your brain.
Stands up for you when time gets rough.
Answering to every beckoned call.
Life starts getting better.
They seem to fade away in the distance like a star that lost it's light.
Life has now been good to you .
Sprouting high like the evergreen.
Shooting towards the sun .
Where is that friend who promised you the world ?
Sadly they can not be found.



Remembering the times you were promised the stars .
Comforted when life seemed unfair.
Always had a shoulder to support you when you were at your worst.
Now that light of your life is gone.
You evil pretender!
Rejoicing daily when i could not see my way.
Fake smiles were just a mirage to catch your prey like bait.
Comforting voice sweet like honey was just one of your altered egos .
Acted like you were guiding  me out my deep dark hole .
Secretly throwing rocks of hatred and dirt of pain kicking me deeper into the earth.




Watching and waiting for failure .
Smiling so sweetly covering your tracks .
Darts took the place of your teeth shooting poisonous arrows with your tongue.
Disguising yourself daily as an angel of light .
When death and pain were your main agenda.
On the inside rotten flesh and dirty rags replaced your heart of stone .
Why did you wanted to destroy me?
Never had i saw your plans until now .
Evil desires and envy lies in your veins .
Madness have taken over your soul.
Craving  controversy and confusion daily.
Sadly living in pain.


Abuse and lies carved your existence .
A broken heart that never felt love .
Raped of all dignity and innocence .
Tortured with whips and chains .
Your spirit has been broken, never once seen the light of day .
Abandoned child born of a harlot.
Never found shelter from the cold icy rain.
Now I know why your smile is empty and your heart grows roots so red.
Left for dead in the middle of winter .
Emotions hidden within .
Afraid to live and face all the wickedness you have endured.



A light of beauty is waiting for you.
Bet it would ease you troubled mind .
I would never forsake you.
You taught me love in the strangest ways .
Arms of forgiveness and empathy I open .
Demolishing that heart of clay .
Never would I see you suffer and pass you by along the way .
A new day is here in the midst of confusion .
Negativity and abuse can no longer abide .
Strife and wickedness that forever haunts you .
Now conquered by a glorious light .