he was to late

fingers hovering above the key board,
the words she wanted to type 'i love you'
fighting back tears...
this is to much
all her life,
as long as she could remember he were there,
in her head
driving her insane..
well she remembered that one day he glanced at her
all he said was.. 'eew'!

the girl walked home,
slower then usual, plotting her death,
her sweet dark empty escape
she got to her room, pulled at her hair and screamed
'JUST GET OUT OF MY HEAD'
she cried,
all night,
curled up like a pathetic child
fingers hovering over the screen of her phone,
should i call?

all she wanted to say was 'i love you'
but does he love her back?
she is a freak, a mistake..
he could never love her

she glanced about her room,
searching for a place to hang herself
i cant take this..
i need to hurt,
hurt myself for even thinking of loving him,
i disgust him.. i just want him to smile..
im shure he would after im gone
the blade...
unscrewed from her school sharpener
now covered in red,
it looked better that way

the girl lay,
cowering to herself
then she stopped...
her vision blurry
her body limp..
she heard a crumple in her pocket..
she finds the note and all it says is..
'i love you too'!
and with that the girl died..
gone and free

the next day..
the boy, waiting for her out front of her room to walk her to school,thought about how he would tell her..
he knocked,
she didint answer,
he opens the door to find her there,
cold and gone
he kissed her forehead,
placed the blade to his wrist and wisperd

all i ever wanted was you!