nightmare

another night im up to late
sitting under my black light
lonely and tired yet restless
I turn on the music to drowned out
the thoughts in my head
feeling low so i sink to the floor
all the pills are kicking in
I close my eyes exhale let it all slip away
a tap on my shoulder I open my eyes
to find shadows floating all around
lost in there melancholy dance
one takes me by the hand
spinning me upward and around
the room slowly begins to blur
look down my bodys on the floor
I know im dieing but im smiling
the shadows surround as i
start dissolving into them
then darkness
I have no idea how longs its been
but I still see myself on the floor
the room is freezing
my mothers by the door looking horrified
ahh since when does the light burn
retreating back to the darkest corner
she backs away closes the door I hear her cry
I go to look at myself
I am now the shadow
but before I could turn away
the man in the mirror
from my nightmares appears
I feel myself splinter as he pulls me threw
the door way back is forever shattered