But She's Still Loving..

"What have I done to not desereve someone who'd show me with actions that he loves me?",she said.
"I love you.",he shoots.
She smirks.
"Should I come over right now as a proof?",he asks with a tone that reflects it's a decission he already took.
"Yes",she replies without thinking,"wait no,it's not worth it,I'll only see you for a minute,it's 1 a.m."
"I'm coming.."
It wasn't something he's willing to discuss.
15 minutes later he was there. On her door step.
She rushed,not wanting her parents to notice what was going on,and the unexpected late visitor.
A peck,went back in to take a look if anyone was around.
She kissed him again,this time holding his head tight and close by the neck.
"I love you",he cried.
" I love you so much",her voice trembled,after all the pills she took in,she was glad she was even able to speak.
He went.
He came all the way there for less than a minute.
She still is "hoping" he loves her. She couldn't tell him she's still not oh-so-sure.
She can't believe anyone or anything whatsoever,that's just how hurt and heart-broken she is,over & over..& over.

He'd take his soul and bleed dry for her,and she'd still have doubts.
Such a sad punishment.
Why did life had to be so bitter with her in the past?
Why is she surrounded by people who don't know how to love?
But she's still loving.
And for that,she's beautiful...

Yes...I'm still loving.