Amazing Angel

God has blessed me with a curse
like heroin but sometimes worse
Gorgeous women from my dreams
have graced my world, or so it seems
Throughout my life, they’ve all been one
with oceanic eyes and hair like sun
Different names, they all claim
but deep inside, they’re all the same

Straight from heaven, in the least likely place
an angel struck me with her beautiful face
My eyes glued to her, couldn’t pry them away
I admired her beauty and have since that day
Brown eyes and dark hair with warm olive skin
but lust, I did not, too precious for sin

I continued to see her, my tongue always frozen
by this perfect creation for whom I was not chosen
One warm afternoon, she sat beside me
she started to talk, open and free
We conversed for an hour and I was amazed
that the peace within her was more than a phase

A few weeks went by as we cruised separate streets
‘til our paths crossed again like we didn’t miss a beat
The more time we spent, the more clearly I saw
that we shared the same pasts, wicked and raw
In this precious girl, I saw much of myself
as she shared with me, her internal wealth
This angelic woman had me in a trance
triggering reveries of future romance

Sometimes I’m not sure and I don’t understand
so I put faith in God and his master plan
I trust there’s a reason this angel is here
She’s become a great friend and helped me fight fear
I haven’t a clue what the future may bring
for me and this woman with bracelets and rings
but one thing I know is how much I care
and for this sweet angel, I’ll always be there