New Kind Of Suicide

(Break-up Song)

Clock on the wall
You're so strange
Too fast when I'm  happy
Too slow when in pain
The scars are yet fresh
Its not their time to heal
I can still feel it burn
And now that I'm on the ground I know
The flight(what we had) must've been real

Cause you took me on a magic carpet ride
To a parallel universe,
to a safer side
You promised you won't leave me and hide
But I guess falling in love
is a new kind of suicide..

I talked to my friends,to strangers too
I always end up seeking news about you
Did you fall in love?
Are you seizing the day?
Or maybe,just maybe,
you mentioned me once or two..
Why do I do this to myself,I think?
I'm usually my own personal shrink
But I took a vow upon myself
that this time I'll swallow my tears
Until I saw your eyes,
and tasted them as I blink

Cause you took me on a magic carpet ride
To a parallel universe,
to a safer side
You promised you won't leave me and hide
Now I know falling in love
is a new kind of suicide..

There's no magic trick to make me feel things are fine
Time is the greatest cure in cases like mine
I accept the fact that I'm extremely heart broken
And I won't depend on the fact
that you might change your mind
On this thin line I stand on
I have to choose whether I try to get you back or move on
Cause I know that I can't do both at the same time..

And you took me on a magic carpet ride
To a parallel universe,to a safer side
You promised you won't leave and hide
Now I know falling in love is a new kind of suicide..