Caring

Give me a reason
to care
To at least give one
fuck as to 'why'

But no matter how
hard you try
It still doesn't matter

I still don't care
But I guess you could
call it all a lie

This is what just makes me
'Me'

I care too much to
not give a fuck
That's just the person I
am

I care too much to at
least try to not care

I hate this part of me
sometimes
Sometimes I wish I was
rid of the feeling of "Caring"

Sometimes it would make
things so much easier
Better

To just forget my true self
To push all the pain away
To forget it all
Rid myself of the
torture


But it doesn't help
Nothing does
I can only struggle with
trying to forget that feeling