Angry Language

I saw you
Looking at me
      Hungrily, you demon
Get out of here
Out of my way
ALL OF YOU
You know what you have done

Maybe I should thank you
For giving me my struggles
For molding this monster
But I could have lived
      My life
Without a heart for angry language

I’ve seen the mindless sin
I SEE YOU HIDING YOUR SKIN
      By showing it carelessly
Your scars look like mine
But you are weaker than me
You think sex is control
But it only controls you

The devastation
Is felt in my stomach
      And creeps up
Into my chest
Heart first, then my lungs
Where pressure builds
And my lips let the scream out

If you had any idea
The thoughts in this head
      If you survived the visit there
You would also know
What it means to speak
In the tongues of
The angry language