Pain

After all that we've been through
You leave me for another?
the pain just grew and grew
How could you turn against your lover?

It's true, I hurt too
Remember I loved you
Do you feel sad? do you feel bad?
Sorry no, Just fuck that!

It's was my heart and your knife
This blood and this strife
These tears and these eyes
Bearing through all your lies

I tried to stay strong
Obviously for too long
And then I went snap
I couldn't take this crap

All I hear is "I'm sorry, I'm sorry"
While I've been abused
Fucks sake I feel so used
All of this because of you

So I'm going to wash away all the blood
Surrounding the hole in my chest
Which is the birth of my heart
The scar of when we tore apart

I use to be love struck
Now I'm just fucked up
Falling asleep with a barrel in my mouth