My Fate

No matter what i do,  
No matter what i say.
The little bit of light i see,
Always seems to fade away.
 
The search for tranquility is hopeless,  
My search for happiness is in vain.
My heart and my soul,
Are so full of misery and pain.
 
Suicide seems to be,
The only way to find peace.
To end my mortal life,
Is the only path for me.
 
My fate in the afterlife,  
Nobody can tell.  
I know where I'm going.  
I'm going strait to hell.
 
Even after death,  
I cannot find peace.
Now my soul must suffer more,
In hell's eternal heat.