The green eyed monster

This feeling plagues me
Like a disease,
It eats me alive.
I'm angry, hurt
And made to despise.
It claws at me
And tears me apart.
I can feel it's wraith
As it punctures my heart

It has me under control,
As I'm struggling, fighting
To break through it's hold.
It's hard to breathe now
And it only gets worse
This beast will only be pleased
Once my mind has dispersed.

I try to rise
But it pins me down.
I stare in it's eyes
As my backbone Is drowned
With fear. It's clear to me now
This beast will pleased
Once my being is bound.