reach out and grab ya

   
we  
passed  
the  
hours  
 
talking  
about  
elephants  
and  
flowers  
 
 
   
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The above poem has come to an end.    
   
   
   
   
   
Please exit now.    
   
   
   
   
   
   
the exit is to the left. please take the exit.    
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
I am sorry but I cannot guarantee your safety if you do not exit this poem now.    
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
EXIT NOW OR FACE UN DELETABLE EVENT IN 10 SECONDS.    
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
9 SECONDS    
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
8 SECONDS    
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
SEVEN SECONDS AND COUNTING.....    
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
COUNTING    
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
 I am sorry    
there was a malfuncion in the safety mechanism of this poem    
and you are now unable to leave of your own free will.    
   
   
You can try to hit the back button but that will just be an illusion.      
   
At this point, your best option is to make it through to be end and assess your situation.    
   
   
And I am sorry,
   
But I did want to tell you that I really liked your candid observations in your poems and that I wanted you so badly, but it would be like squeezing a butterfly and you would die  
so it was much better to watch you fly, fly high and mightily,    
   
damned that bat that sailed thru and ate you.  
   
Now how can I reclaim you?  Where is life's rewind button  
   
I should have , I could have, now I only watch you die  
   
and i cry for you and i that never came to pie    
   
we never bore fruit  
   
oh i would have traded my kingdom for another day with you  
 
Oh I am alive. but dead without you. I am the walking waking dead.  
 
You were my purpose and now I have none. No reason to eat  
no reason to lift a finger to make my life better.  
 
Where did we go wrong?  I know it was my pride  
 
and my impatiance with letting time pass, to let emotions and feelings and moods mellow and be reflected on  
 
to let you realize I was a very great young man  
 
So yeah, I had my large share of hangups  
 
and you were only leaving me because you wanted me to have a better life in overcoming my hangups,  
 
yes, I have to thank you for that  
 
for setting me free from myself  
 
boy was I an asshole  
 
and we are now lost from each other  
 
the times the moments  
 
all long gone and forgotten  
 
so soo important were they in the day  
 
Well so we werent lovers forever  
 
but we were lovers in our day in the sun  
 
We were lovers  
 
we were one  
 
and our breakup was bitter but sweet  
 
and our makeup, well, I missed that beat  
 
although it was handed to me on a party plate  
 
all I had to do was reach out and grab ya  
 
and hug ya and say I missed ya  
 
but I was too proud and I let you pass by  
 
making that small hellow sound that gurgled up from your heart  
 
Bittersweet memories