Gemini syndrome:Two halves of me.

Deep in the heart
Hidden from the outside eyes
So it will not be found
Lays the second half of my soul
My Gemini bound
You can see her come out a little each day
She yearns for the torture
She just wants to play
Such a sly little vixen is she
Such a wild little creature
She deemed herself protecter
But she brings only violence
Gemini Syndrome they called it
When we were split into two
Out of anguish she arose
Don't let her get hold of you
She breaks things and hates things
She wants bloodshed,paranoia,and fear
All I want is love,warmth,and the happiness I once found here
What caused the split I will not divulge to such open ears
But I will hide it away with her and all the tears
I try to stop the change
I try to be civil and sweet
But she breaks me down and knocks me off of my feet
I notice her presence
It's all wrapped in red and black
While I remain hurting
She's on attack
Gemini
Oh why?
Why are you here?
I find strength in you
But won't you please stop my tears?
Gemini,Gemini
Oh Blessed Gemini
Please avenge my heart
It has split into two
Please come forth
I give this body to you.