Gone

Come find me
I’m waiting…Been waiting
But you know that
You know what’s in my heart
So fucking show me already
Show me your grace
Show me what you promise
I know your promises
Seen them…felt them….spoken of them
Come find me
Pour your love over
Shed my tears
Those you cause me
But refuse to let them fall from my own eyes
I’ve fought for you
Battle the demons you let your Nemesis send my way
Fought them-Locked’n’loaded
Denied them

On the edge
They seem to have everything
Without giving
I’ve given myself up,
For those Blessings you gave
For the man you sent me
I’m almost gone
Completely…almost gone
Faith and trust so strong
So weak it’s hiding in the shadows
What the fuck God?
What else must I do?
I’m almost gone
Lost
Broken and unfixable
Out of tears
Out of hope
Out of love
I have nothing left
I fear I am gone
All that’s left is a body
                  Barely breathing
Suffocating