hmmm

ever evening i see the sunset,
iv try to decide if that is when i should start my new adventure,
alone at night,
some alcohol to calm the nerves,
allow me to end what began 23 years ago,
but to start a new,
in a world that has yet to be known,
maybe then i could get things right,
even become a better man then i am to night,
something tell me with this knife in hand,
that the im destined to be alone though every life,