I'm tragically in love with you

I torture myself with thoughts of you
With longing for you I'm afflicted  
I'm cutting myself with the shards of my past
Somehow I've become masochistic  
Wondering if one day you'll learn to accept me
Maybe it's too unrealistic
But my heart writhes and twists  
For the sting of your kiss
Necrotic and sweetly sadistic
How I cry out for you in the depths of my soul
As my joy is reduced to a cinder
See how I mourn  
So sad and forlorn
How I begged you to please  reconsider
No one will love you the way that I do
No one is out there but liars
I gave u my heart
It was yours from the start
You know you're my only desire
What can I do to make you mine
How can I make you see
That I can be the one for you
That's all I want to be  
Im tragically in love with you
So bad that im losing my mind
I will never be satisfied with anyone else
To everyone else I am blind